Wednesday, April 23, 2008

Few words from my friend..
Chop it. Crush it. Put it out. No feelings. Become like one who is never been existed in this world.
Big face lost in the world. It takes years to be with someone and so easy to be pushed around, ignored. In an instance. Life like a coin, can be turned around in any moment.

Welcome to my life.
Ever felt like breaking down? felt out of place? Like you just don't belong and no one understands you.
Ever thought running away ? Do you lock yourself in your room? With the head turning music so loud that no one hears you screaming .

No you don't know what it's like When nothing feels all right, You don't know what it's like, To be like me.

Heard these words all inside my head..buzzing.. buzzing.. time changing. Was happy all along !
Used to think why does it hurt so much. No one ever lied straight to your face, no one ever stabbed you in the back.

Y does it hurt like hell when you are important,
I never thought… it would hurt this bad, a
And I never knew, u could make me feel so sad
why do we trust so easily and become vulnerable. Thought of grabbing hand and become faithful till eternity.

Learning life. Love my life now. Its good To be hurt, To feel lost, To be left out in the dark, To be kicked when you're down, to feel like you've been pushed around to be on the edge of breaking down, And no one's there to save you , No you don't know what it's like, Welcome to my life.. strange one ..

Hah .. gotta survive. it hurts because you care. this is the sucky part about getting over someone. when our emotions are involved full throttle, we dont think about our feelings being hurt. unfortuntaely thats how life goes.

Hey don’t mistake me. It’s the voices inside my head. I will be OK, the way you wanted,
Nyway, hopefloats my dear. Sante.


priya said...

Chop it. Crush it. Put it out. No feelings. Become like one who is never been existed in this world.

How can I disagree here? So true and thaz what we see in life what we come across.

Thanks for dropping into my blog.

Anonymous said...

that person cares more than u can think.

Beefybob7 said...

Hey Payal,

Long time no c. Love your work, you mad screamer.

Best wishes,

Payal said...

True priya .. chot it. crush it. its life.. Thnx for comment.

Anonymous ... hmmm duno u.
Tht person cares only for her inside screams. dontknow what say.

Hey beefy.. whats up ? thnx for dropping into my blog. Cheers Mate.

Standbymind said...

and you ll be ok...and come out a s string person!