A thunderous silence
breaks through my thoughts.
What was once many great ideas
is now a triumph, lost.
Like, I am loser !

Baffling words tumble through my mind.
Reflections of darkness hover.
A disturbing peacefulness beckons to me,
and inside myself, I take cover.

What would it be like to stay there forever?
To be lost in all my cares?
From the inside, looking out -
Sometimes, I cry silent tears.